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Best weekend ever!

I can finally admit that I made a mistake 3 years ago...back to the drawing board...

I feel lately that I'm questioning everything in life more and more...I don't know if this is a good thing or a bad thing.

I've questioned just about every relationship (except for me and Ash) lately. I question if people want me around or if they just put up with me because they feel bad.

I question if some of my family even likes me or if they are forced to get along with me.

I don't know why I'm all of a sudden doing this..I've been re-evaluating "friends" on Facebook for a long time. I guess my brain is telling me I should do this in actual life as well...so far most everyone has passed..

23 working days until the beach...then I can really re-evaluate life..

I really don't know what to do anymore...

Well...Ash and I may not be able to make the big trip to Mississippi. The plan was to fly out on Thursday and fly back on Monday. So far plane tickets are costing nearly $600 and that would mean flying out on a Friday and spending nearly a day getting there...to spend 2 days with friends. It's just not worth the trouble. We decided that we will have to plan this trip for a time when we have an entire week to visit. Like Ash said, we are 2 hours from a beach there. We can split the week between going to the beach, going to New Orleans, and staying with his friends. So..I'm sad about all of that. I was really looking forward to meeting his best friend.

So to make up for it, we may be taking a trip to DC to visit his aunt and uncle and seeing some of my friends as well. I just need to decide if I still want to take Thursday off and risk not having enough vacation time for July. No matter what I have coverage for my July vacation..it's the whole not getting paid part that bugs me. We can feasably leave Thursday when I get out of work (I'm sure I can work it out with co-workers and leave at like 4). That would leave us with Friday, Saturday, and Sunday to explore the area. I've been to DC before, but I didn't really get to look around. There are so may places I want to see there.

Yep...that's it..

I'm sad that I can't post pictures on here.

It really has been a baby week! My friend Amanda had her little boy 2 days ago, my friend Emily had her little boy yesterday and now my cousin Christine is in labor and due to hopefully have her little girl tomorrow! I'm so excited that I can hardly contain myself!

I feel like I've been waiting FOREVER for my cousin! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

All of my friends and family members are having such adorable babies! I figure I don't need to have one with all these adorable babies being born!!

Current Mood: excitedexcited

I feel like I can't complain on facebook so here I go. Was out sick yesterday and came back to a mountain of work. Looked forward to my lunch today...until someone threw it out. I hate my job...

Today made me feel ungrateful and mean...I hate Valentine's Day.

So Joe Paterno passed away. I made a post on Facebook about it. After posting I realized how much I miss writing. I really need to find a creative outlet again. I don't do too much with this because I feel like my day to day life is boring. But if anyone is interested I'll post what I said on here :

  "Joe Paterno wasn't a great human being or a good human being, he was just a human being. He was a person who was full of imperfections and in the final months of his life was full of saddness and loss, but found comfort knowing that there were many who supported him through his most terrible of times. What was done in the past will forever be in the past and unfortunately through that families are... suffering. Mr. Paterno, or JoePa as his fans lovingly called him did one thing many MANY human beings do not do, and that is admitting he was wrong. To all those that find saddness in this loss, my thoughts go out to you. To all those who don't care, then be silent and save your comments for something more important in the world. I'm not doing do this as a Penn State fan, because I'm not one, I just felt like writing...."

It's the truth. I refuse to fall into the whole: He was a wonderful man and was a perfect person. That would be a lie. He was a human being who like I said was full of imperfections. I feel bad for the hurt his family and fans are feeling and even more so for all the sandusky victims.

On another note, I started a Tumblr. I have no idea why I did this. It's not like I ever post anything on here. I can't even post a pic of me and I don't have time. I guess I will have to make some sort of an effort. My friend Chris told me I should start one and use it as a way to write. I just feel like I don't have anything important to write about. I don't know...I'm just bored..


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